Losing Patience

Sometimes do you just feel like if you could have 24 hours as a break from real life? To just sleep, or veg, or have some silence? But then after the hiatus the dishes still need to be done, the rooms cleaned, toilette cleaned and dinner ready. I know it sounds petty, there are so many worse things in the world that people are going through, but I would just love to wake up one morning and the house is spotless or something. Cause the days go on and it gets worse and worse, you try and keep up with it but as soon as you turn the corner it is a mess once again.

Money seems to be something else that no matter what you can never be ahead. You work your butt off and then you look at the account and it is empty, and the credit cards are full. It is frustrating as heck that's for sure.

I know i look at some people and it seems like they have the perfect life, but who knows their story. We all have troubles and stress, hardships and frustrations. They are all different yet all the same. It would just be nice to have more moments of "ah all of my hard work today paid off" but they seem so few and far between. I do see those moments more when I look at my child, how she has developed into the beautiful 2 year old that she is, and I know that in large part has to do with me and all the work I put into her, hopefully all that time will pay off later in life!